About six months ago I was given one of the hardest callings ever....1st counselor in the primary presidency.
I have served in the relief society presidency and that was a cake walk compared to this. We have a huge primary and I am really struggling to find the joy in my calling. At times I feel like we are the ward babysitters so that everyone else can attend their meetings and I find myself missing my RS lessons and the spiritual part of church. So I figure that there is something that I am supposed to learn here. There are some very sweet kids in our primary and I need to focus on them and their sweet spirits instead of the few kids that are being irreverant. Clearly there is a reason why the Lord feels like I am supposed to be in this calling...I guess he didn't get my memo about wanting to be the camp director. LOL